I haven't done ANY shopping! I've been so caught up with studying that I totally forgot... and Christmas is in three days!

And I have no idea what to get him.

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((ooc: Sakura spazzed then ended the entry because she ran off to go do shopping XD;;))

I don't know why I'm having trouble sleeping lately...

But I noticed that Bunnie was here~! ^___^ I remember having a Bunnie plush when I was a kid. Well... it was an image in a way.... but that doesn't matter!

Oh, isn't christmas coming up? I need to go out shopping for gifts~! But not now of course, I still don't know what to get people.

Maybe I'll make a list right now while I'm trying to fall asleep. I've given up cooking. I'll try again later... maybe.

EDIT: Making a list right now doesn't sound all that fun... A walk seems better. Even if it is cold.

Oh man! It’s so cold here; I guess that’s what you would expect from winter though! I’m glad I have warm clothing. ^_______^

I’ve been in the dorm’s kitchen a lot, trying to make a good dinner without burning it. …. Oh man I almost started a fire the other day trying to make something. I’m not going to give up though! Nope!

….I can’t sleep; lately I’ve been having trouble…. I think I’ll go try to cook something! HeeHee~

Well... I found the Halloween Dance rather... boring. I wasn't doing much so I left early but I did go out to the store and I have a bag of candy now ^-^ Halloween is coming up, so there was the party, why not have candy to go with it?

Winter is coming up and soon... snow will fall. Can't stop the weather no matter how much you wanted to... huh...

I should go out and get a job somewhere, anyone know of any places that are hiring?


((ooc: Strikes can't be seen unless you look really hard and stuff, then you can see it, in other words if you want your character to see it then they can XD;))

I saw a few other people doing this so I thought I would as well...

My orignal idea I had changed completely. I was going to be a Pirate but now...

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Oh how exciting! A halloween dance is coming up real soon! On the 13th too. I better work on my costume.

Arrg! HeeHee! I can't wait.

So, who is going and if you are going, what will you dress up as?

So, I took Kero out today and walked around the school and we ended up in a secluded area it isn’t important as to why I was there… and I noticed two people passed out! I thought for a moment they were dead

It was some guy with long blonde hair and Shion. I… don’t know what happened but… I couldn’t just leave them there. So Albedo… if you wondered why there are two people in the living room, yeah, that’s why.

Right now I have Shion on the couch and the man half way on the chair. I haven’t checked up on them in awhile so I dunno if they are there or not. Maybe I should go see… but I’m tired now, it took me awhile to get those two where they are all by myself. I had to take Shion back first then come back for the man.

I just hope they are okay…

EEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

I… I don’t know what came over me, all the stuff I did… It wasn’t even me! It felt like it was a dream though, like I was half awake, half asleep. Some things I can remember, others I can't.

This tattoo, it won’t come off! It isn’t fake like I thought when I saw it, it’s real! My clothing, all gone… I now have revealing things and I refuse to walk out in a mini skirt.

What I find even weirder was that when I woke up, I was on the floor in my room, sleeping next to him. We didn’t… do anything did we? This is all… it’s all very strange… I can’t seem to remember though how this bat got into my room.

Was someone trying to kill me…? How come Kero is afraid of me as well…? I don’t get it... I don't understand what is going on.

Shit! Did that hurt! Fuck! I think I even cried when I got my tattoo. That's right, I, Sakura Mizrahi went out a got a tattoo!

I almost got something like the grim reaper on my shoulder but... I had a picture of the UMN Bunny with me and ended up getting that, right above my chest. Then! I realized 'Oh look, all my clothing is dull, no color and dull' so I went out and got a bunch of new clothing and threw away my old ones.

Now I have a lot of mini-skirts and low (very low) cut shirts!

All right let me lay the rules down... NOW!

ALBEDO IS MY MAN! Though he may not know it I'm letting you all know this now! Pfft, Forget Rubedo! Damn I mean really! He is short as hell! Like I was saying, all you ladies if you touch him or go near him I will go after you with my metal bat!

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As soon as I buy that!

[E D I T] Oh Wow! I just went out and bought myself a bat! Well it wasn't what I was looking for, it's a nail bat!

Hey Albedo...? T-thanks for staying with me the other night. When I woke up... You left so soon before I could say it... But I really appreciate it. Thank you~

I really didn't expect for that to happen again though. But I feel a little bit better! I'm glad to have company~

By the way chaos... I'm sorry we went ahead and never caught up. Did you have something you needed to do?

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Oh man, I don't feel so good. I think I'm coming down with something. This isn't good. My nose is stuffed up and my head feels heavy (plus with Kero barking I have a really bad headache).

I have been taking care of myself too, drinking water and resting however; I have rested so much I can't stand the sight of my bed.

To top that off...I just ran out of soup too ;_;, and I'm hungry right now. I'm not so sure if I should go out and get some more (and have others get sick as well) or just find other things to eat. However...almost everything looks like it'll make me throw up.

I kind of wish school would start again...I hate just sitting in my room doing nothing.

Hmm...I really want to go swimming! Maybe go on a picnic as well? Anyone up for that kind of thing? It is a nice day out too! Wow, I really like the beach. But we never did make it when we were kids...anyway; it's summer time!

Tee Hee!

Oh right, Albedo...about the payment...would you like to do that one thing or do you have something else in mind?

Lost Jerusalem was pretty fun though I did have to leave early. I remembered I promised mom that I would visit her before summer was over so I ended up going to Fifth Jerusalem to visit her.

At first it was a bit…awkward. I’ll have to admit it but after I explained everything to her she didn’t seem to matter all that much that I lied about my death...either that or she was hiding it…. I think she is just glad to have her daughter back. And now she has two children!

Well that was a fun trip and I’m glad I went! But as fun as it is, I really missed being here. And um…Albedo…hey how is Kero? Did you guys have fun?

By the way...what is with those pinchy things? I hope Kero didn’t go out while near them…they look like they would hurt!

So, I'm in this account, so I'll post this. I'm active: Sakura, Dimitri and Gaignun are active. I don't know if I'm keeping Colette however, if Lloyd doesn't come back I'll be dropping her because she'll be all depressed.

Wow, summer is already here huh? I'm so excited, this means I'll be seeing my mom very soon so I can't wait! I still plan to hang with my friends before I leave and when I come back. Hmm...any of you guys care to do something maybe?

Everything seems to be normal now, well for me anyways. Everyone seems to be quiet, I hope everything is okay...

So, finals are coming up...huh? I have been studying but I never took a huge test like this before so I guess you could say I'm worried, but I think I'll do all right...I hope. However, once finals are done I'll be able to go home for a while, so I'm looking forward to that.

While I wait...I should find something to do to keep myself entertained...Maybe I should find a job here? But, I don't know what places are looking... Well I guess I should go out and see then!

What's with this talk about a um...talking kitty? Now I'm starting to get curious!

I met someone new today, sure it is over the network but he goes here so maybe I'll see him around. Even though I have been here for a while this may be the first that I'm making a big effort to meet others. It's really fun, getting out of my um, space bubble? And getting to know others!

It...came.

The letter from my Mom. Handwritten and everything! She did it and...it was really long. At first she didn't believe me but in my letter I had something in it that only she really knew and soon she started believing! I didn't really expect to get a reply but I did. Oh I'm just so happy. And I feel...much better then before. Just having my Mom know that I'm alive again and not making her sad anymore because of my 'death'. But I think she doesn't fully believe me and I totally understand that but she wants me to come visit her first chance I get. So, come summer time I'm going to take a week or more out of my vacation and go see her, to look at her face to face so she can see her daughter is alive and see it with her own eyes. So I think I'll send her a letter to tell her I'll be coming, oh Hey MOMO, over vacation if your not doing anything why not join me to visit her if you want to? That way we, as a family can just 'hang' out. Hehe.

Hmm...well it sure is a nice day again. The weather seems to keep getting nicer and warmer out. My puppy (who is still nameless...I really should think of a name for him but I can't nothing seems right for him) needs to run around so...I think I may just go down the beach. It sure it nice going to a beach, since fourteen years ago we never did make it...

Speaking of, Rubedo would you like to go down with me?

Wow...I really like to update this journal, anyways:

My mom...she hasn't given me a reply yet...then again it's only been three or four days since I sent the letter out. I hope I didn't mess up on the address. Well I'll give it a few more days I have to at least wait for her to get it and read it to send a reply.

Anyways, I feel happier now, all thoughts pushed aside. It isn't good to think about things that happened in the past...right? Thinking about the past only brings bad memories to some or unsure feelings but then again some bring back joyful memories!

I'm still trying to figure something out though...but it isn't going well...but it deals with the past so...I shouldn't think about it...right?

Oh right! Um...everyone who has a room near mine...if you hear a barking dog during the night I'm so sorry! Last night he barked his little head off until I realized all he needed was to go out. So um...if that happenes again I'm sorry. Oh yeah, Talim got me a puppy for my birthday. It was a day late but that doesn't matter! I'm so happy, looking at him I...I can't be sad or anything.

But...he doesn't have a name! I feel so bad not giving him a name yet when I play with him. I just, can't seem to find the right name for him. Um...anyone have any um...ideas? I'm not really good with names...

((OoC: ^^ She's got a hyper yapping doggie! Who is black with a white tummy and has blue eyes. Remind you of any people? XD *laughs* I'm very weird...yesh))